Gay Erotic Stories

I've known for a long time that I was gay. Girls turned me off because of the way they treated me, drooling over guys way out of their league and accepting no others. I just never had any luck with women, so I found comfort in the arms of another man. I'm often asked if it was my first experience that made me realize that I was gay. I thought that it was at one time, but now I remember. It was Jimmy, my best friend sice the sixth grade. He is one hot guy. I had a crush on him since we were freshmen in high school. There was a problem though. He was straight and even a little homophobic. Dispite all this, he was my first crush. He had almost any girl he wanted. Jimmy was about 5'10" with light brown hair and green eyes. his skin was just the right tone, not too pale, but not too dark either. I'm a little pale with blonde hair and blue eyes. I'm taller than Jimmy at six foot even. I had never seen him naked, only in boxers. We went to college together and even thought about getting an apartment together until he met some girl he wanted to move in with, so I got my own place. It worked out for the best since I would have guys over from time to time and didn't want to tell Jimmy I was gay.

Three years, and seven girls later, he seemed to have found the right one. Her name was Kristen, and they seemed very happy together, but something wasn't right. She started coming home late, and very tired. One night, I was reading a book and was about to put it down and go to bed when the doorbell rang. I opened the door to see Jimmy looking somewheat depressed.

"Hey, Jimmy", I said, concerned. "You alright?"

"Kristen kicked me out", he said. "We had a big fight about her staying out late all the time and she threw me out."

"You can stay here, but I only have one bed and there's no couch." There wasn't room for a couch, so I had a love seat.

"That's fine", he said. "It won't be for long. I'll find another place to stay soon."

"You can stay here as long as you need to", I told him.

"Thanks, Brad", he said.

After he had a shower, he came in the room in nothing but his boxers. It took all the strength I had to stay focused and not get an erection.

"You need a pair of shorts to sleep in?" I asked.

"No thanks", he replied. "I'll just sleep in my boxers if you don't mind."

"No problem", I lied. If he only knew. I was about to spend the night hiding my erection from him. My shorts would look like they had a tent pole in them just being with him. I still fantasize about him when I jack off. "So what happened to make Kristen throw you out?"

"She said I was too controlling when I asked her why she was so late getting home", he told me. "She said it just wasn't going to work out between us anymore. I think she's been having an affair. She almost never wants to have sex anymore and always seems tired."

"Where does she say she is when she stays out so late?" I asked.

"Out with the girls", Jimmy replied. "I'd bet you a month's pay she isn't out with the girls."

"You think she'll change her mind?"

"I doubt it", he said. "I think it's over."

That night, I spent every waking moment trying not to get hard, but ended up just hiding it as best I could. I spent an hour just trying to get to sleep, plagued by a raging boner. Jimmy was out instantly, creating a whole new temptation for me. Now I also had to fight the urge to check out what he had in those boxers. Finally, I fell asleep.

The next morning, I woke up to find that Jimmy was already up and fixing something to eat. It was my day off, so I planned to go for a long walk after breakfast since the weather was perfect. When I finished eating and got dressed, I tried to get Jimmy to come with me.

"The fresh air will do you a lot of good and we can talk", I told him.

"I really want some alone time if you don't mind", he said. "I just need to sort things out and see where I want to go from here. You go. I'll be here when you get back. We can talk more then."

I could see there was no convincing him, so I went on my own. It was a beautiful day, so I decided to walk all the way to the park. When I got there, who should I see but Kristen with her new lover. Fortunately, I hid before she could see me. I should have taken Jimmy up on that bet. This would have blown him away. Here was Kristen wanking hand in hand with and kissing another woman. These weren't simply pecks on the cheek that some women give each other. This was lip lock. I never would have guessed. When they were out of sight, I went back toward my apartment, thinking about what I had just seen and if I should tell Jimmy about it or not. How should I tell him? How will he react? I decided that I couldn't keep this from him. He had a right to know.

When I got home, Jummy was sitting in the same place where he was over an hour earlier. I decided to wait until later to tell him about Kristen, but it was too late. We knew each other too well and he saw the troubled look on my face.

"Everything ok, Brad?" he asked.

"I was going to tell you later", I said, "but now is as good a time as any. Jimmy, I saw Kristen at the park with her new lover."

"She was having an affair", he said as he lowered his head. "I had hoped I was wrong. I sure hope he knows what he's getting into with that cheating bitch."

"Jimmy, 'he' is a she", I said after a brief pause.

"What?!" he said in shock.

"It's true", I told him. "Kristen was walking hand in hand with another woman. They were kissing and everything."

He just sat there, in shock, not knowing what to say.

"I can't believe it", he said in disbelief. "All this time, I never suspected she had feeling for other women. Are you sure about this?"

I nodded, saying nothing. Jimmy fell back on the love seat and I sat down next to him, putting my arm around him to comfort him.

"I just can't believe this", he said. "What did I do to cause this? What did I do or say that drove her into the arms of another woman?"

"Maybe you didn't do anything to cause this", I told him. "Maybe whe always felt this way and was trying to be someone she wasn't by being with you. We can only speculate. The only one that can tell you for sure is Kristen. I'd wait a few days before you try to talk to her."

"Thanks, Brad", he said.

"For what?" I asked.

"For being completely honest with me", he said with a smile. "I don't know what I'm going to do with this information, but it's nice to know I have a friend who can be totally honest with me."

"Jimmy", I said with a shaking voice, knowing it was time to tell him. "I haven't told you everything. There's something I've kept to myself for over ten years, but after what you just told me and what I saw today, I decided I can't keep this to myself anymore."

"What is it?" he asked. "You're not going to tell me you're gay too, are you?"

"Yes", I managed to say in almost a whisper, then after a brief pause to compose myself, I spoke up. "I am gay."

He looked into my eyes to see if this was all just a joke to lift his spirits, but saw only truth and longing gor understanding and love. He could tell I was serious.

"There's more", I continued. "I have had a crush on you since we were fifteen. I was too afraid to tell you, afraid it would harm or even end our friendship."

"You've desired me for over ten years now?" he asked in a somewhat angry tone. "We've slept in the same bed half naked and you were right there wanting me the whole time?"

"Yes, but I have never done anything to you in your sleep, if that's what you're thinking", I told him. "I could never betray you like that. Your friendship means too much to me to do that to you."

He sat there in silence, not getting up, not even pulling away from me in spite of my arm being around him. He just sat there, thinking. I could tell he was thinking about what to say or do. Would he turn on me? Would he just leave and never come back? Would he understand? All of this was going through my mind when he finally broke the silence.

"This is a lot to take in", he said. "First to find that my girlfriend has dumped me for another woman, then to find out that my best friend, who's a guy, is gay and has a crush on my. This is just too much."

"If it helps, the girl Kristen left you for isn't nearly as attractive as you", I said.

"Thanks", he said, laughing a little. It was the first time I had heard him laugh since arriving at my apartment the night before. "Thank you for trusting me enough to tell me this. I know it must have been hard for you."

"You have no idea", I said. "What are you going to do now?"

"I don't know", he said, sighing at the same time. He looked at me and said, "You really desire me?"

"What's not to desire?" I asked. "You're a hot guy."

"So do you like girls too, or just guys?"

"Back when we were in high school, I liked girls too, but they treated me badly. This turned me off so much and I found comfort in the arms of another guy. He taught me everything about man to man sex. That was my first guy, but you were my first crush."

"So, what do you do with guys?"

"In bed, whatever feels good. I just like to relax and make love. Nothing is planned out ahead of time."

"Do you take it up the ass?"

"Sometimes, but I also like to top sometimes. I'm totally versatile."

"Doesn't it hurt to get fucked in the ass?"

"It can if you don't penetrate your partner right", I explained. "You have to be sure you are lubed good enough and that you are loose enough to take his cock, depending on the size."

"So would an eight inch dick be too much for you?" he asked.

"It's not so much the length that you have to worry about, though that can be a factor", I replied. "The girth is the main factor in taking a cock in the ass."

"What about safe sex?"

"I always play safe", I said.

"I never would have imagined you being gay. You're so straight acting."

"A lot of gay guys are", I said. "There aren't as many fems out there as you might think. Now that you know all this, I'll understand if you don't want to stay here anymore."

"No", he said confidently. "You haven't done anything to me without my permission all this time, even though you had the chance. I'll trust you."

"Thanks", I said, relieved that he wasn't angry.

"Damn", he said as he stood up revealing a hard cock through his jeans. "All this talk of sex has me so hard. Kristen hasn't wanted to have sex in a while."

"You know", I said, seeing an opportunity here, "I could take care of that for you."

"I don't think so, Bradley", he said laughing.

"You sure, James?" I asked, using his full first name as he had with me. "You look awful uncomfortable. It doesn't make you gay to get head from a guy, and I can suck cock good."

"Well", he said, contemplating my offer, "I do like getting my dick sucked. Alright, but you have to promise never to tell anyone about this."

"Deal", I agreed. "Just sit back and let me take care of you."

He did as I said and I began by messaging his package through his jeans. I let him get use to that before unfastening his jeans and pulling them down, leaving him in his boxers. He had a nice package. I couldn't wait to see it, but I wanted to get him comfortable with me touching him first. When I felt the time was right, I slowly pulled his boxers down, revealing on perfect cut cock. The head was large and his shaft the perfect thickness. I'm a little thicker, but only six and a half inches. He had to be closer to eight inches. I kissed and licked up and down the shaft. Jimmy wasn't saying anything. I could tell he was nervous, so I tried to calm him down.

"Just relax", I told him. "You're fine. Relax and enjoy it."

He did and started moaning his approval. When I swallowed the head of his cock, he gasped and exhaled slowly, whispering, "Damn, that feels good."

I continued sucking his cock as hard as I could. his hands moved to my head to guide me up and down the shaft. His cock started swelling up even more and throbbing a little.

"Wow, Brad", he said. "I've never had a blow job like this before."

I kept going strong. I wanted his load. I couldn't wait for him to feel that sensation.

"Brad, I'm getting close", he warned me.

I just sucked even harder, running my tongue against the underside of his cock. His breathing got faster and he started fucking my mouth.

"I'm about to cum", he yelled, and I took as much of his cock as I could in my mouth.

"Oh, Brad", he whispered as he unloaded his nuts down my throat. I swallowed every drop, and there was pleanty to swallow, then sucked on him some more to make sure there was no more to give me. This drove him wild.

"That was the best blow job I have ever had", he said when we were finished. "Thanks, Brad. You can do that anytime you like."

I stood up and let my shorts fall to the floor. "Feel like returning the favor?" I asked.

"I don't know about that", he said. "I'm not gay. I don't think I could do it."

"You eat pussy, don't you?" I countered.

"Well, yes", he replied.

"Well", I said, "this is just oral sex too. You'll never know if you like it or not unless you try. If you don't like it, we'll stop. Just try it. That's all I'm asking."

"I guess there's no harm in trying", he said nervously.

I let him play with my cock first for a few minutes so he could get use to touching another man's dick and so he could work with the foreskin. He hesitantly brought his mouth closer, suck out his tongue, and tasted the head. I could tell he was willing to try it, but was still very nervous.

"That's good", I assured him. "Just take your time. You're doing fine."

He opened his mouth, hesitated, then put my cock in his mouth and closed his lips just below the head. I had to tell him to watch the teeth a couple of times, but he was doing well for a beginner. I just let him take control for a while and encouraged him, telling him what a great job he was doing. He began to relax and get into it. I put my hands on his head and guided him just as he had done with me. He sucked harder and harder until I had to pull him off to keep from shooting my load.

"Not yet", I told him in a whisper. "Let's go to the bedroom."

I took his hands and led him into my bedroom. We stopped at the doorway and our faces came close together. His lips were trembling. I put my hand on his shoulder to comfort him and reassure him that everything was going to be alright. Slowly, I moved my hand to the back of his head and pulled his head closer to mine. He was nervous, but followed my lead. Our lips came closer together, slowly. Finally, they met for a brief but meaningful kiss. We then kissed again, this time long and passionately, embracing each other. We kissed all the way over to the bed where we removed what clothing we had left on and fell onto the bed, completely naked. We got into a 69 position and began to suck each other's cock again. This time, I explored his body a little more. I licked and sucked on his balls, returning to his cock from time to time. Eventually, I moved past his balls and he jerked a little.

"I don't know about that", he said.

"Just relax", I told him. "I was just going to rim you."

"Rim?" he said. "What's that?"

"Turn over on your stomach and I'll show you", I instructed.

"You're not going to put that thin in my ass", he said pointing at my hard cock.

"No, I'm not", I said. "Just relax and trust me. You'll love this."

He did as I said and turned over, revealing his perfect bubble butt. I started up between his shoulder blades and slowly moved down his back, licking and kissing his sween, perfect skin. When I came to his butt, I took my time spreading his cheeks. When my tongue flicked across his sphencter, he jumped, gasping. He didn't expect that much pleasure could come from playing with your asshole.

"Now you know what rimming is", I said, and proceeded to rim him some more, which drove him crazy.

"Damn, that feels great", was all he could say.

When I decided he'd had enough of that, I turned him over and got on top of him. I started grinding my hard cock into his, letting my low hanging balls drag across hsi balls. We kissed for a long time.

"You want to fuck me", he said. "That's why you ate my ass isn't it?"

"I don't think you're ready for that yet", I said. "If I'm wrong, let me know, but I have something else in mind right now."

With that said, I lubed up his cock with a generous amount of spit and started to to for a condom. That's when I hesitated. This was my best friend. I wanted to fully experience it just this once.

"Can we go bareback?" I asked him. "I want to get the full experience just this once and I trust you more than anyone else."

"Sure", he said. "I trust you too."

I took his cock in my hand and positioned him to penetrate my hole. The look on Jimmy's face was priceless as he watched me sit down on his throbbing cock. His eyes rolled back in his head and he exhaled a sigh of pleasure as he entered my warm rectum. I started, slow, but soon was bouncing on his cock as hard as I could. This brought me closer and closer to shooting my own load. Just when I was about to blow, Jummy grunted, bolted upright, embraced me, and shot his second load of the day into my ass. That pushed me over the edge and I unloaded on his chest and abs. It was perhaps the most intense orgasm I had ever experienced. We kissed until he went soft and slid out of me, his cock covered in his own cum and some dripping from my now loose hole. I fell into his arms and we both fell asleep in each other's loving embrace. After a couple of hours, I woke up to find Jimmy just staring at me, smiling.

"Are you alright with what happened today?" I asked.

"Yes", he said with confidence. "I am definately alright with it. Thank you. I love you, Brad."

"I love you too, Jimmy", I said, and we kissed.

Kristen came over a few days later and explained everything to Jimmy. I had been right. She was trying to live a life that just wasn't for her. They settled everything and we unloaded Jimmy's stuff from her car that she was kind enough to pack up neatly and bring over. Jimmy later med another girl who liked bi sex with two guys. Her name was Sonja, and she was my first experience with a woman. Our lives would never be the same again. I think we're going to need a bigger apartment, and a bigger bed.