I Sucked My Own Cock
(This story is completely true, no embellishments)
A few years ago I started thinking about men's bodies for the first time. I had only thought about girls before: I had several girlfriends, whom I used to kiss and fondle ('heavy petting') and, of course, I had been wanking madly since I was nine years old. I had a stack of girlie magazines that I used to jack off to. They also featured small pictures of men, in the advertisements for porno films, etc. As the months passed I started getting hard looking at the pictures of the men as well as the girls in the layouts.
At this point, though, I definitely did not think of myself as being 'gay'; I didn't really know what homosexuality was. I had an idea: so that I didn't have to keep flicking backwards and forwards to find my favourite pictures in my girlie magazines, I thought I would cut them out and paste them onto an art board. I made a kind of porno montage, with my playboy centerfolds and naked guys, and positioned it at the side of my bed so that I could look at it while I stroked my cock. I was well endowed for a small guy (5'6"), about seven inches and quite thick. When I jacked off I used to imagine myself licking and eating the pussies of the women on the pages of my girlie magazines - that was my major turn-on at this point. By the time I created my naked wall frieze, with its pictures of sexy, muscular guys alongside the female models that got me most worked up, I started thinking about what it would be like to lick and suck a man's cock, especially feeling him shoot into my mouth. This went on for weeks through the summer, me wanking several times a day, with my naughty wall frieze at my bedside. Then, on one hot July day, I thought that if I could suck my own cock I would get an idea of what it would be like. Of course, as soon as I thought of it, the idea drove me crazy. I was fit, and supple from my gymnastics training, so I thought that I could probably manage getting my dick into my mouth without much difficulty.
I lay on my bed and lifted myself up, so that my legs were over my head, using my arms to support my lower back. In this position I saw my cock throbbing in front of my face and I wasn't even touching it. Then I tilted my head forward and took the head of my cock into my mouth; the feeling was incredible: when my tongue reached my cock, I felt as though electricity was passing through my body. I licked up all the precum that I was producing, and found that I really enjoyed the taste; it made me even hornier and my dick even harder as I sucked it. After a few minutes I took a few more inches of my cock into my mouth, sucking more greedily at it, my dickhead swelling from the intense pleasure of my sucking. It was easier than I imagined. I felt no discomfort at all from twisting my body around; my only problem was stopping myself from gagging, so eager was I to swallow as much of my cock as I could.
Within twenty minutes I had almost the entire length of my rock hard cock down my throat, loving every second. All the time I was getting more and more worked up, wanting to come, and becoming dizzy with the intensity of the feelings I was experiencing (I remember feeling guilty but incredibly horny at the same time). Although I really wanted to shoot my load down my throat, loving the feeling of my tongue and mouth on my dick, I sensed that I couldn't come like this. Reluctantly, I took my cock from my mouth and jerked it over my face. After only a few strokes I came violently, shooting a huge load of spunk into my open mouth and all over my face and hair. It didn't taste that great (after coming) but I still swallowed all that I could. Afterwards I lay panting, coated in sweat.
Through practice, within about a year, I could come while sucking myself off, shooting directly into my mouth, swallowing every drop without any mess. That was really cool, I loved swallowing my load. But after another year I got bored with sucking my cock and went back to jacking myself off, only sucking myself off a few more times afterwards. But the idea still really turns me on when I think about it. One of my friends, who was straight, even sucked himself off in front of me. But that's another story.
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…I would really like to hear from any (honest) guys with similar experiences, who have/can sucked their own cock, especially if you live in England…