My Father-in-Law and Me I have been married for 20 years, and do not act on my desire to be with a man, because it is too emotionally draining, and being I have a big influence in my community and on my job, it is too dangerous to act upon it or explore my desires. However, if the opportunity presents itself, I will play around with it or act on it with caution. My father-in-law and I are extremely close. We hit it off even before my wife and I got married, but we are both very masculine and very private, and at the time I never had any desires because who is his. He is retired ex-military and built like a damn tank, in being 6’3” 245 pounds solid muscle and a voice deeper than James Earl Jones, and he very attractive mature looking man. He continues to work out even to this day, and he turns head and every time I am with him, he or I get hit upon. This one time, he invited me to go to the gym with him, very early one morning, as it was not crowded and it was about 5:30AM and the gym was pretty much empty, but nevertheless, I was excited because this was the first time he asked me, and I was up to it. We worked out pretty hard, and I was really trying to keep up with him as I could not let him out do me. I am 6’2” 245 pounds, but not as solid as him, but have body tone in trying to get tighter and more rip. After working out for an hour and a half we called it quit, because I had to get into the office, so he advise we head to the locker room and shower up- head out to getting going. Again, in my thinking this in my father and law, and my mind was so far from anything else. The gym was still empty and the locker room had one other guy in their dressing down, preparing to work out. However, he knew my father in law, and they had idol chat, as I was taking off my sweaty clothes to head to the shower. I was listening, and not listening to their conversation, but the one guy told my father in law, “ I was hoping that was your car parked outside, because I have not seen you in a while and missed you.” Okay, I said to myself but nothing at this time was registering with me, so at that time. I did notice a slight bulge in my father in laws sweats in which I did not notice before. So, I head to the shower, and my dad (as I call him), and his friend continued to talk, because I really had to get to work. So, as I was in the shower, my dad came in about 5 minutes later. I never seen him naked and he never seen me naked. He took the shower right next to mine, and was not sure why, because there were others available, but again we are pretty close and he loves to talk, so it was okay with me. However, when I turned and looked at him completing naked, OMG what a fine looking man standing next to me. I immediately had to take my mind to somewhere totally different to maintain myself in not getting an erection, and it took everything I could. I noticed him looking at me and then he looked me up and down, and then back into my eyes. He commented on my body, and told me, I looked good, and he could tell I have been working out and my body was getting more defined. I laughed, and told him, I would like to look as good as he does, because he looks well together. I also told him, he can hurt somebody with that thing he has between his legs. He laughed and said,” I could as well, with what I am packing. “ Soft we was 8 ½ inches longs and about 5” inches thick with one of the biggest heads, I have ever seen. Myself, I am about 8 inches long, not as thick and average head. Then, he made a comment that had my head racing, in which he said, “you probably have allot of guys staring at you in the gym.” I informed him, “ I really never paid attention, and why would they. “ He just looked at me, smiled and looked at my cock, and just said, “because.” Well, I was done with showering and was about to leave, and I dropped my soap on the floor, bent down and picked it up, and he slapped me on my ass, but it was a different type of slap, because he cupped my ass and then squeezed it all in one motion. What the hell, was that about I asked him. He said, “when that normally happened back in the day, that is what we guys would do - slap the next guy on the ass in the shower. I said, oh, and went on my way to dry off and get dress. As I was drying off, dad, came out of the shower – hanging, and looking good as the water was dripping from his chest, and he was not covered up, but walking completely naked in the locker room. His buddy was still there and I noticed him looking at my dad, and my dad obviously was putting on a show for him. I could not help but looking at him a couple of times myself, and to the put I believe I was staring. I had my pants on, but felt my dick starting to rise. I noticed him looking at me, as my eye came up from his cock and met his eyes, he had a little smirk on his face, and he said, “that’s is what I am talking about.” I laughed it off, turned to get my shirt, and proceeded in putting my clothes on so I can get out of there. If I stayed any longer, he would either try or figure out my hidden secret in which I did not what him to know about, because I really respect and looked up to him, and besides I was married to his daughter, and did not know how he would like it, that I have desires to being with me. Dad was taking his time drying off, and his buddy was staying back and equally taking his time to go work out, so I was finished dressing, told dad, I had to leave. I gave him a hug and headed out. As he hugged, I could feel his cock on my leg in what appeared he was pressing himself on me on purpose, and I was still slightly aroused in seeing him naked coming out of the shower. It was not a normal a quick hug between us, this hug seemed to go a little longer and allot tighter. I felt his cock on my leg, and allowed myself to take in the moment, as I could feel my cock growing in my pants. Then, I broke off our embrace, looked him in the eye and his look had that of passion and lust telling me he wanted more. However, I was not sure within myself what I was feeling or reading – could it be my emotions taking over, my desire to being with a man at this moment, my mind was racing over a thousand miles a minute in that moment. So, I told him, “I love him” as we do all the time - gathered my stuff and left. He slapped me on the ass, and said he enjoyed being with me and we have to do it again. I told him the same and walked out of the gym to my car. However, when I got to the car, I realize I left my car keys in the locker room, so I went back in. When I got there I did not see dad or his buddy. So, I yelled out “dad”, and he yelled from around the corner where his buddy was when I left, “yeah-what’s up.” I told him, I left my keys. This time he came back to where I was with his towel on, and sporting a half boner under his towel. I could not help noticing it, because it was growing right in front of me. So to break up the mood, I told him, “you are going to have to do something about that thing under your towel before you leave, or you are going to get arrested for walking around with a deadly weapon. “ He smiled, and advised he has plans to, and I was interrupting him from taking matters into his own hands. I laughed, grabbed my keys and walked out of the door. As my mind raced, I got in the car and every bit of my body was telling me to go back in there, but I was either afraid to catch him jacking off or either his buddy servicing him. Either way, I was caught up in the moment with a half hard on with the thrill of either of them, and caught with looking at my watch in realizing I was going to be late to work. So, I decided to leave him in taking care of himself or being serviced by his locker room buddy, in the back of my mind, wishing him the best of both worlds. I got to work, and everyone was already gathered in the conference room for our weekly conference call with our colleagues from all around the world. However, I was not focused on the conference call; I could not get my dad out of my mind. My mind was racing and thinking want really happened in that locker room after I left, was he jacking off, or was his big fat dick getting serviced by his buddy, who also was a very nice looking man in his mind fifties, six foot tall gray and black hair, nice trimmed mustache and built extremely well. The more and more my mind was racing the harder my dick was getting. A couple of time I reached under the conference table and began to stroke my cock. I could feel pre-cum oozing out of my head and I had to control myself or I would stain my navy blue pants and would have a bigger mess on my hand. The call did not go as long as it would normally go, and I found myself completely erect at the end of the call, and I knew I was not able to get up without revealing myself to everyone in the room. So, I sat there for a few minutes acting like I was writing some notes down on my pad giving everyone enough time to leave the room, before I got up from the table. After everyone left the room, I was still hard as a rock, So, I walked out with my notebook covered my cock and went straight into my office. I told my secretary to hold my calls and any visitors for at least the next thirty minutes. So, I closed and locked my door in knowing the only way to get rid of this hard on was to jerk off in my office. My office is on the 14th floors, and I love jerking off with the windows open looking over the city drifting off. I tend to jerk off at least a couple of times a week in my office, because I like the rush of jerking off at the office. While in the middle of jerking off, dad called me on my cell phone, and I said to myself this is perfect, because I hope to cum, while he is on the phone with me. I gathered myself and answered the phone, and as soon as I heard his deep voice, I was ready to cum right then and there, but I held it, because if there was something behind this madness, I was going to set the bait and see where it went from there going forward very cautiously. He just called to say hello, or get a read of what I was thinking after I came back into the locker room and to tell me again how much he enjoyed working out with me, and I told him I enjoyed it as well and we have to do it again soon. He apologized for slapping me on the ass, and I told him, no worries and those where the best hand that have grabbed my ass in a while, and we both starting laughing. He went on to say, that was one of the nicest tight asses he has grabbed in a while. Yet jokingly in his deliverance, I could tell he was fishing or baiting me. Either way, at this point I was going with everything he was offering, and he was taking all that I was giving as well. We are both fishing, and me stroking my dick, he ask that I sound out of breath, I told him, I am fine, I just got my hands full of a few things right now. He laughed and said “yeah, I bet you. “ So, he informed me that he was going up to his cabin this weekend to check on it, because he had some work done on it, and wanted to know if I mind riding up there with him, and he may stay the night over. I looked at my calendar and it was clear. So, I told him, let me check with my wife and I would get back to him later today. He said okay, and he looks forward to hearing back from me soon. I keep the conversation going on asking him did he take care of his problem from this morning, as he laughed and ask do I really want to know. I told him that is TMI, and more power to him, and he said for the record, “Yes, I did take a load off my mind.” Right then, I blew my load in the waste paper basket with the vision of him shooting his load all over that locker room or down his buddy throat. I could not hide the fact that I was Cumming, prompting him to ask if I was okay, completely out of breath. Yeah, I am good, and I would call him back in an hour or so. We hung up and then I clean up my mess. The Saturday morning, I picked up dad early about 7AM, we headed up to the cabin which was about a 3 hour drive away. We stopped for breakfast and coffee, and then before we got back on the road, I had to use the bathroom. He was headed to the car, as I was taking a leak; he came into the restroom and took the stall right next to me. He was standing back giving me a good view of his semi-hard cock, and you could tell he was giving me a show, as he was stroking his head back and forth to see if I would notice. At this point, I was allowing myself to be a little more aggressive in my dialog with him, being we have seen one another naked. So, I look down at him and then at him, and told him you are going to get arrested for that thing one of these days. His reply floored me – “then why don’t you be the cop, and arrested me.” I laughed it off, telling him’ He would not be able to post the bail, if I arrested you.” He smirked, as I finished pissing, put my cock back in my pants and headed to the car. Our drive up to the cabin was nice, as we talked about everything under the sun. When we got there, some of the crew was finishing up their work on the cabin. I love going up, because I get lost in the surrounding. I have gone up there a couple of times by myself, when I need to get away, and my wife needs some space. She knows I go up there, during those times for I have a key, and I just like being up there. When I am there, I walk around naked the whole time, and even walk around outside naked. There are other cabins, but nothing within 5 acres, as that is why dad purchased it. Though not secluded, but yet it is. You cannot see the other cabins, but you know they are around. The crew finished working late afternoon, and dad advised he wanted to stay the night, and ask if it was okay if we stayed. I told him, yes, because I told my wife that he may stay, so all was good. As we went back into town to grab something to eat, I called and informed her we were going to stay until late tomorrow afternoon, so all was well. We got back to the cabin, I cooked he started a fire and you could feel there was something in the air, but I could not put my finger on it. We ate, and then dad wanted to take a walk. So, I cleanup and told him I would go walking with him. I know the area like the back of my hands, so I told him let just go check the property. I noticed none of our neighbors were up there that weekend so we were completely alone, and I did not hesitate to mention that to him, to see if this weekend would lead to anything. As we turned back to the cabin, and it was getting dark, he turned the conversation on our workout and how well my body looked. I told him how shocked to see him so well tone and in shape for his age. My mind started racing, in hoping this would go somewhere, because my curiosity was starting to get the best of me. As we got back to the cabin, he grabbed a bottle of wine, and ask if I wanted some. I do not normally drink, and I did not think he did as well. I said, what the heck. Give me some, but I told him I wanted to take a shower first to get out of these dirty clothes. He then reminded me, as per one of our earlier conversation I advised him I walk around nude when up here, and I told him all the time. He said he does as well, and if I would mind after he took a shower if he could sit by the fire with nothing on. I told him, I did not have a problem with it, if he did not have a problem with me doing it, because I did bring a change of clothes, and I was going to put my clothes in the wash to have something clean to wear tomorrow. So, we undressed right there, I took our clothes put them in the wash. Just before I put his underwear in, I sniffed his crouch, and fell into a state of lust with the smell of his man hood. I could also notice, that he had some pre-cum that was still wet in his underwear. I played with it on the tips of my finger and put it on the tip of my tongue, and how sweet it was. I began to get hard, just thinking if only I could suck him off As I walked to the back dad, was already in the shower, as I passed by his bathroom, the door was open and I could see him in the shower, and I asked if everything was okay, and he yelled yeah. Have you taken your shower yet, I replied no, getting ready to jump in now. You can join me in here if you want, it’s a big shower. I paused, and thought how I was supposed to respond. He had a very big walk in shower with shower head coming from the three walls and the ceiling. Three to four people could easily fit in this one shower without touching one another. As I hesitating in responding, he said come on, I don’t bite and you won’t have to arrest me. So, walking into his bathroom, I had to cover myself, because I started to get slightly hard, and did not want to let on, that I was excited to being with him, and to being taking a shower with him, was sending me to orbit. As I walked in, his back was to me, and the strong well define back and very tight muscular ass, was all I could take. My dick shot straight to attention and at this time I was very embarrassed, but luckily his back was turned and could not see me. As I stepped into the shower our backs to one another, he began to soap my back, and it startled me at first and he told me to relax, so I did and he turned and asked me to wash his back. Still sporting a hard on, I waited until he was completely turned around before I started on his back. I started on the top, very little and gently, until he said don’t be afraid, just wash my back. Then I put more muscle into it, then went lower in with deep and more intense movement, until I worked my way right above his ass. As I got lower and lower to his ass, he started a circular motion like he was getting into it. I backed off, still very scared on not knowing how to proceed. He turned half way around and I could see he had a hard on. Man, what am I supposed to do? My heart was racing, my head was hurting, I was scared out of my mind. With that, I rinsed off, and took one of the heated towels off the rack, dried out and went in the living room area and waited for him. I had a fresh dry towel covering me up. Dad, later come out with nothing on. Went and got the glasses of wine poured and gave me a glass. He sat down in front of the fire, and told me to come sit down next to him. He could tell I was very nervous, so he took control from there on trying to get me to relax some. In front of the fire place is a very large u-space sectional in which if you sit on the section or on the floor in front of the sectional you still have a very nice seat to enjoy the fire. Sitting on the floor is more romantic and cozy rather than sitting on the seat itself. So, dad, spread out a very nice thick comfortable on the floor in front of the sectional, sat down in all of his glory and told me to lose the towel and sit down next to him and to relax. After my first glass of wine, I loosen up a bit, and then I started on my second glass of wine. We talked for a least an hour or so, and then dad, grab me and put his arms around me and told me to relax and enjoy the moment. As he put his big arms around me, I began to get lost in the moment. I drifted to a place I have never been – secure, safe, comfortable and free all together. I could feel h is heartbeat, and I could feel the warmth of his breath coming down my neck. I feel his strong hands, as the caress my upper arms, I was completely relaxed and now lost in his embrace. I laid my head on his chest and he now knew I was at the place of no return and he took my glass of wine, placed it on the end table, and as he got up a little, his cock was no longer flaccid, but was starting to grow, as was mine. He started to stroke and rub my head and with his soothing voice, he ask how was I doing. I could only reply informing him, I am doing wonderful. He asked was I still nervous, and I told him no. He ask was I uncomfortable, I told him no. He ask, if I wanted to get up, I told him no. He ask, should we go any further, I told him let’s go where this takes us, if he is okay with it. He informed me he has waited for this moment for a very longer time. With that I rolled over looking up at him, and then we embraced in our first kiss of passion. Once our lips locked, and then we felt the tongues of one another’s I was taken to another universe, I could hear the wind gently blowing throw the trees, I heard every cricket chirp, I heard every frog , also heard the stars twinkle in mist of the dark sky. I was taken from myself in a moment of per pleasure that I have never experienced before. I was all his in that single moment. Every touch was mastered with gentleness, this very rugged and tough man, became the most gentle and passionate person I have ever known. Every breath, every touch, and everything was well orchestrated in a symphony of pleasure to my liking. As we lay in front of this fire, the warmth of the flames cascaded over our bodies deepening the pleasure of our embrace; he gently laid me on my back and glided himself on top of me kissing me deeply as he worked his tongue deeper and deeper down my throat. The deeper he guided his tongue, the harder I would suck on it. We were locked into an embrace I never wanted to release from. As he pulled his tongue from my mouth, he nibbled on my ears, and wiggles his tongue in my ears, he went down the side of my neck, making my body race with electricity, and he gently held me as my body shake with pleasure insuring me, I was going to be alright, his tongue was working on my nipples, and he would lick the top of them and then suck them, as my ass would raise in the air trying not to fight the delight in what I was feeling. He slowly worked his tongue down my stomach, until he reached the head on my throbbing dick, begging him to take me. But, I stopped him, and rolling him on his back in body washing him with my tongue, as I explore every part of his being with my tongue. He grabs me; we lock into another kiss of pleasure. I can’t breathe, as I overwhelmed in ecstasy. He pulls away, and then my eyes roll to the back of my head, has I feel his warm breath, and then his tongue as the head on my throbbing cock slowly glides into his mouth. He gently plays with my head on his tongue and in one deep motion he guides my cock as far as he could to the back of his throat. I moan with extreme pleasure and delight, and he lets off and goes back down. As I fill my cum churning, I pull him off of me and I lay him on his back, and slowly and gently take his balls into my mouth. I then gradually lick his now 10 inch shaft until I find the head of his hard cock and take it into my mouth, taking it and savoring it inch by inch until almost all of it is hitting the depth of my throat I pull out and allow it go back in deeper and deeper until his pubic hairs is hitting my nose and I stay there. He starts to thrust his body as he fucks my throat, I gag, but I do not let go, he is fucking my throat and moaning until I feels him tightening up as though he is about to blow, and he says not yet. He wants us to cum together. He rolls around and we began to suck on each other, and every thrust of our is synchronized thrust by thrust, movement by movement, and faster and faster, and he tightens up again, and this time I do as well, and I moan I am about to cum, and he lets me know he is also, just then, I feel his hot liquid hit the back of my throat and he grabs me ever so tight and force my head onto his cock so I do not let go, I pump hot cum deep into his throat and we cum together, as he is pumping me with his love juice I start to feel weak and feel like I am about to black out, but I do not let go of his cock and he takes me drop by drop, and I plop of his mouth, yet I am still holding his cock inside of my mouth, because I do not want this moment to end. He then falls out of my mouth; we both fall to our backs and gasp for air, and lay there for a few minutes. He then rolls back up next to me, and pulls me into his arms, and gently kiss my forehead, and said, I love you more now than I have ever have in the past. With a very soft and scared voice, he asked me, how do I feel, and if I am okay all of this. My mind still is racing, and body shaking, I reply – “yes…” We lay there for another hour, he pulls me up, and takes me into his bedroom, we lay down, he pulls me back into arms, and there is where I fell asleep. The following day to be continued.