Gay Erotic Stories

Maybe you can tell me? How do you explain to someone that you're obsessed with gay sex? Explaining it has been as much of a problem for me as this obsession. In my late teens, I kept a room at the local Y. In my twenties, I frequented gay bathhouses. The only thing more exciting than going at it with some attractive guy was watching other guys go at it. There was just something about two guys shedding all their pretensions and posturing to . . . oh, I don't know. There was no point in trying to understand it after awhile. I had to just accept that this obsession was something I had to deal with as I got on with my life. It was during my first few months of college that this obsession caught fire. I was living in a dorm that had community showers. Guys wearing towels with nothing underneath were not an unusual sight in the hall or even leaving someone else's room at all hours. An open door was always an invitation for someone to drop in. Who was gay and who wasn't was the big question? The wrong answer could get you thrown out your own window. But the correct answer . . . oh, well. You could end up roommates. For me, the question wasn't how long I'd keep the secret I carried, but how long before I'd be carried out after suffering a heart attack. Some of those guys around me were hot looking. Getting my own apartment enabled me to settle into a quiet life and share my bed with a couple of cuties. But more conversation was important to keeping them interested and I didn't want to reveal my obsession. "So, tell me about yourself," a cutie asked me recently over dinner. "There's not much to tell," I replied. "Whenever a guy tells me that, it usually means he's got something to hide. You don't have anything to hide, do you?" Only that my interest had already moved to the next cutie coming through the door. Which one did I leave with? The one who seemed like a sure thing, of course. One of these days, I'm going to tire of sure things and want to get into a relationship with someone. I just hope I'm not too old and set in my ways to make a relationship work.