I was home alone in my apartment, getting very horny. I wanted, needed a man, a hard man. I didn't know what to do. So I went to my room and got out my magazine, put on the George Micheal CD and took off my pants and underwear, I like to leave my shirt on. I sat on my knees on the bed and opened my magazine, I have seen them a thousand times it seems, but I love to look at all those horny men. My favorite is pictures from Siberia Heat with Johan Paulik and Kristopher Holick. Oh my Godzilla, these boys are so hard. I love those cocks. I want it inside me. I need some real cock, I'm going to die. Oh, their balls look so soft, so warm, look how they touch each other, I like the next picture where Johan is ramming it inside Kristopher, oh that's right, take it real good Kristopher, do me proud. I would gladly take it the same for you. I couldn't stand it, I was about to cum already and I had only seen a few pictures, well here it came, and I want your sex is on the CD player. I lean back so I was laying on the bed, my knees cried in pain, but it made it all the more sweet. I shot a load up on my self and they just kept cumming. After I was done, I scooped it all up and swallowed it all. I was still hard as hell and I just kept right on tugging. Finally, the mags, just weren't enough, so I got out a movie, took my magazines with me and put the movie in. I was on the floor in front of the couch. I was dry, but still just a little sticky. Chad Donovan, with that 10 inch cock was getting suck off by Tony Piagi.] Oh what a beautiful dick. I also had my magazine open and I was tugging just as hard as my arm could go. Oh yeah, I want to suck that big cock of his, I need one too. I need a man, oh well. He's choking on that dick. I would take the whole thing I promise Chad. Let me have a go! They move on and finally the big fuck comes. Chad really lets him have it. OH I could take it too. I think I'm going to cum again. I have to last longer. Chad brings his huge cock out so we can all see the tip and then rams in back all the way in and then does it over and over, oh I would like that too. Thank Godzilla for that braze cameraman who has brought us this view. Praise heaven that men like this exist, just send me one. I know this scene by heart and Tony cums, a rather weak one at that, and it's about time for the fountain of Chad. I wait, squeezing myself as hard as possible. My own organ is all purple and red from the tension. Finally, Chad sprays his load all over Tony's cock and body. It is a massive geyser of cum. I want it all in my mouth. The scene is over and I think I'm about ready to go as well. This time, I lay on my back and throw my legs in the air, and just as I'm about to cum, my organ is in front of my face. I let a load of my own into my mouth. It's almost like another man, but not quite. Now I notice a little blue area on the tip, I have ruptured a blood vessel or something. Oh well. I'm still horny, but just a little limp. I lay down and jack off some more. When it's hard again I go to the refrigerator and get out some ice. OH yeah, I like that. I make a little ice ring and put my organ in the middle and begin to jack off with that. Yeah it is nice. Oh, I like that. It's always good when it becomes nice. If you get the right light, you can see steam coming off the tip of my organ, yes. I can only stand it so long before it really begins to hurt. Finally I reach that point and go a little longer, wanting the pain. Finally, I've had enough. I take it off and ache from my loins with longing for a cock. normal jacking off isn't going to fix this need. I see a candle I had burning and I get the trash can. I pull the trash can in front of the movie and jack off a little to get real hard. Then, after a while, I pour the candle wax over my own member. I have to breath in as the heat hits. It is intense pain at once, but it goes away real fast and all that's left is good. It is wonderful the after shock of it all. I cover it again from tip to base, getting in between the head real good. I have to give off a little scream, oh yeah. Now it's all better. But I still need more. I peel off the wax, one of the fun parts, you have to really dig some of them off, lots of touching involved. The candle was empty now, I had to have >something else. I knew I should have bought a dildo earlier. I went around the apartment all the time jacking off, keeping it hard. I spied a little promotional bat they give out at the college baseball games from time to time. It was, at its tip, a little bit smaller than a cock, but it was like a foot and a half long and least with a nice handle. I quickly got that out of the closet, thanking sports, the only time in my life I think, and then I got out some Vaseline. Hello penis! I went to my bed and laid down upon it again. I took the bat and had a hard time getting it to my buttocks, but I got the tip there and had to stop. It was a lot bigger than I thought. I relaxed my body and started pushing. It was a fight, it kept slipping in my hand as I pushed, I felt it giving way inside me. Oh yesss. That is it. I kept pulling it until it popped inside me. Oh yeah. The tip was a little blunt, but it worked. I squeezed my butt muscles enjoying the surge of pleasure I felt. I was feeling a little more relief. I began to slowly push the bat in and out of me. I like it so well. I think my favorite sport is baseball now. I was getting a little faster, my position was too compromising for me, so I got up on my knees once again, my organ waving in front of me as in thanking me. I began to sit on the bat, putting my weight into it. I had to hold it down to pull it out, but I was fucking this bat. Oh yeah, it was even warm now with my own body heat. It was really going into me. I just kept sitting and fucking the bat. It could take all my weight and not give. This was good. Well, at least I knew I didn't always have to have a boyfriend. The man I dumped today could never stay this hard with all my weight upon his cock. I was loving this. I had my own little song going, I soon realized that I was making quite a racket. I mean I like turned down my volume immediately, but it rose again, I could not help it. I sat down on the bat a final time and I came, shooting a load into my hand. It was not very big, but it was my 3rd time. I sat on the bat for a moment, finally feeling a little satisfied. I was more calm. I pulled up on the bat so only the tip was in me and I smeared the cum on the bat. Then I sank as low as I could on the bat, putting that inside me as well. My TV was on in the other room, I heard men fucking, my stereo was on >with George Micheal singing about sex as well, and I had just finished having sex myself. I finally, reluctantly got off the bat and put it in the tub, turned off the lights and TV, the stereo. Next. I got into bed fulfilled like I had a real man. I slept alone. I wanted a man ,sure I did, but until the right one comes along, I know I can make it on my own. As I lay in bed about to go to sleep, I had a vision of the new foot long sausage I had just bought.
