Gay Erotic Stories

Jeremy was a emotional boy at the age of 18. He had always realized he had an attraction for men but never acted upon it. He wanted a man so bad it hurt, and yet he knew that if his secret ever got out, no one would ever want to be around him again. It was a cold winter's day and Rob had invited Jeremy over to his house. Jeremy hoped and dreamed with all of his heart that some day he would be held in the powerful arms of his friend. He hoped to one day look up and find the deep blue eyes and childish smile he had come to love. Yet he knew that day would never come. Rob was too straight and way to popular with the girls than to ever even think about finding love in his friend. Jeremy still dreamed every night, and at any spare time in the day that he and his friend would be together. To Rob, Jeremy seemed distant on this cold December day. He was attempting to make a conversation with him to no avail. That in itself was totally unlikely for Jeremy. Usually he was the person who could cheer anyone up, the warm hearted friend Rob had always loved. After all, Rob wasn't blind to Jeremy's charming looks and witty attitude. He always found that something extra in Jeremy that his previous girlfriends couldn't give him. He didn't have the slightest idea of what it was but he knew he loved his friend so much that he wanted to cry seeing him like this. Rob had known Jeremy since the first grade and never had he seen him this depressed. He was really worried about him. "You seem distant, is something wrong?" "No...not really, I guess I just didn't get any sleep last night." "Are you sure nothing's wrong?" "Just something's been bugging me for a long time." "Really? Do you want to talk about it?" Jeremy began to laugh. "What's so funny?" "Nothing I was just hoping you would say that but now I am sort of regretting I heard it." "Oh. Sorry. Didn't mean to uum....what did I do?" "Well I have had to tell you something for years now and I was thinking about it last night and well....never mind. Sorry I just cant say it." Rob hoping he was saying what he wanted to hear for so long pushed farther and with an anxious voice. "Oh come on you can't leave me hanging." Along with his anxious voice a smile was planted on Rob's child-like face. "Why are you smiling? You probably don't want to hear this. It could end our friendship." and quickly under his breath Jeremy added, "or make it go farther." "What was that?" Rob couldn't hold back the full smile he was straining hide. He was hearing what he wanted to hear for so long, but then again he could just be over reacting so he had to calm down. Although he tried he still couldn't wipe the smile off his face. "What is it with you Rob? It's like you already know what I am going to say and you think it's good news....." It just hit Jeremy why he was smiling. DID ROB ALREADY KNOW? Jeremy began to smile himself. "How bout this. What do you think I am going to say?" "Now that's not fair. I could be totally wrong and hurt your feelings." "Yeah, but then again you could be right and end this all now." Jeremy replied slyly. There was silence between the two for a while and then Jeremy spoke. He had reverted back to his depressed state. "Can you promise whatever I say won't damage our friendship?" "Jeremy you know we will always be friends, don't you?" Rob replied. "Thanks Rob I needed to hear that. Well how do I put this...umm to be totally blunt and end it all I am just going to say it and get it over with," Jeremy searched himself for all the strength he had," Rob.....I really......I really love you.....and I always have not like a friend, though, something more than that" Jeremy paused again not knowing if he could go on. "And I really need to know if you could ever find it in yourself to love me too." Finally the words Rob had been waiting for had been spoken. He looked up to find Jeremy's eyes staring down at the table. Rob took his hand and brushed it through his friend's short brown hair, bringing Jeremy's eyes to meet his own. In a fit of confusion and passion he pulled his friend close. Their lips met almost like in some sort of a fairy tale. Jeremy reached over and returned the grasp that Rob had on him. He began to cry tears of joy as he held and kissed his friend. It was as if all the problems either of them had ever faced had been erased, gone forever in a never ending love. Their lips disconnected only for a short gasp of air where they both whispered their undying love for each other. Through their emotional tears they saw true love and had found the supreme happiness they had only dreamed of.