Gay Erotic Stories

It’s been a while since I’ve been tempted to write of my experiences. With the benefit of hindsight I wished I hadn’t written of the humiliating day with the dog and horse but it was right at the time and I’m philosophically OK with the honesty it showed. The last six months of my life has brought a new stage that is a change from the way I thought I was heading and has prompted me to write again. I had a change of career a couple of years ago and it led me to South Africa. What I found in SA was that there were few if any attractive ladyboys and so my sex life was mostly limited to short relationships with women. I found that I was too selfish to sustain the relationships though – I work long hours and I often like to just chill over a weekend to catch up on sleep and unwind. Women found this difficult to accept. I moved to being a regular user of hookers and found this satisfying and actually very sensible cost wise in SA. What I noticed when alone was that I favoured porn that featured big cocks and cum shots. I loved bukkake shots that had sluts covered in cum. I looked for gay vids of this type but they’re hard to find on line – at least as wide a variety as there of hetero. I don’t buy vids as I get bored quickly and so the internet is my sole source. As it became obvious to me the reason I liked the bukkake and big cock vids was because I saw myself as the woman I realised I wanted to try and set up something similar with me as the bottom and a black guy as the top. This wasn’t difficult to organise. I found a guy I’ll call Fred who was a very nice and professional, came to my house and fucked me good with a 9” cock. It was cheap and so is cocaine in SA so the sessions were pretty debased and fun. Eventually I asked him to invite three other guys for a gang bang. This turned out to be disappointing on two levels – one of the other guys didn’t get hard or cum, one basically didn’t make any effort at all and one was a small cock. The result was mixed enough to discourage me from trying it again. I told Fred if he met a guy with a bigger cock that him I’d be interested in another session but two was the optimum amount. Eventually he found Robert. I have been seeing at least once a week since. He had 10” extra thick inches when soft that grew to 12” of rock had fuck meat when hard. He could fuck all night and he liked sex. I did try another two sessions with a third guy but typically one of the three guys didn’t participate fully for one reason or another (perhaps they weren’t turned on by fucking a middle-aged white guy – I recognise it’s a strong possibility but if I’m paying then that needs to be a non-issue or I’m not happy). The end result was I never really got the cum glazing sessions I was looking for. The only thing that wasn’t perfect about Richard was that either he was very busy and blowing a lot of loads or he just wasn’t a big cummer. Oh well, everything else was so good that I didn’t mind. Somewhere along the way, Fred started to dial in his efforts so we haven’t seen each other for a while. I found another guy on a different site who advertised an interest in SM. It’s the sort of thing I like without having ever formalised the process. I like to be hurt when being fucked and I like to be forced to gag violently when sucking cock. It seemed an obvious step to try the actual pain part. The new guy, David also had a huge 10” cock and liked his work. He whipped me and pinched at my nipples hard until they really hurt. I wasn’t entirely comfortable with it but I knew I liked it so kept at it even though not everything was fun. The whipping could become quite painful and the marks on my arse and hips were difficult to explain in change rooms at gym. David fucked hard and came big though and we were regular partners. The sessions took the same form. I would clean and do some gear whilst he prepared the toys and tools. When I was clean I dropped to my knees and he fucked my mouth. He has a long straight cock and I am very pleased now that I can take it to the base. Not for long but I push until I gag and my eyes water. He holds my head and seems to know when it’s enough. I always thought it was possible to breathe through your nose when sucking cock but when the cock is so big, the nasal passages get blocked also so when deep throating you’re basically holding your breath. David knew me well – called me a slut, fucked my head and pinched my nipples harder and harder. It was wonderful. I love the degradation of being called a slut and swallowing a big cock whilst my nipples are being hurt. Our sessions lasted an hour and always took a similar form – cock-sucking, fucking, cock-sucking, toys (7” – 9” – 11”), cock-sucking (I like sucking cock), fisting and then David cums on me. The sessions last an hour and with coke before and amyl/poppers during I struggle to stand at the end unless I either sit or lay down for a while after. I was usually seeing David and Robert once a week and I talked to each guy about the other. I finally convinced them both to get together for a threesome session. It was the night of my time in SA. When I cam out of the bathroom after cleaning and doing some coke I saw Robert on is knees blowing David. His big cock was rock hard and pointing straight out so I got down and started blowing him as long and deep as I could. When I was blowing Robert, David started squeezing my nipples hard. Robert noticed how much I liked it and he has incorporated it into our sessions since. I should say that Robert is basically a gentle guy and it was hard to convince him that I wanted the sex to hurt – the session with David made him realise how hard he could go and I would still be happy. I sucked both of the huge cocks for 30 minutes and they kissed and touched each other. I love the feel of holding a huge fat cock in my hand while my nipples are being squeezed hard and hurting. I love the feel that I am being a total slut. After the cock sucking I was told to get on my knees on the bed. David sat down at my face and forced my head on to his big cock and jammed me up and down violently. Meanwhile Robert pulled on a condom and pushed his cock up my arse and started to fuck me. It’s been a long while since my arse has needed much work to accept a fat cock so we got straight to a strong rhythm. Robert can fuck like a machine when he’s in the mood and the presence of David seemed to have him more turned on than usual and he fucked me hard and deep. We went at this for 10-15 minutes and I was in heaven. I have had a number of gang bangs in my time and enjoyed them but the reality is that there are only two holes to fill at any one time and if the cocks filling them are big and hard why do I need anything more? We switched around a number of times for the next 30 minutes until David decided he would get out his tools. He pinched my nipples with clamps and started to whip me with his whip. I laid on my front flat on the bed and he stood on my shoulders and whipped my arse. Robert jammed his cock in my mouth as best he could whilst this was happening. Honestly, the whipping isn’t my favourite part of play and if it goes on too long can become unpleasant. In the end it was the reason I chose to see Robert rather than David going forward. Once Robert learned to be nasty from David, his big cock was all I needed. Anyway, after the whipping we went for the toys and then the fisting. Obviously fists come in different sizes and there have been some in my time that I either couldn’t take or found incredibly painful but these two guys were average to large and I managed them comfortably. Despite that, it was always Robert’s fist that found the sensitive parts in my hole. Somehow he always makes fisting incredibly satisfying – another reason I chose him as my regular. After the fisting I was forced to my knees and both guys came on my face and in my mouth. It was just more than 90 minutes in total. I was exhausted but satisfied fully and would have been happy to wank myself to orgasm but Robert sucked me until I blew my load in his mouth. A perfect session all round. Since that threesome I rarely see David. I know the whipping is the main reason I don’t go but what David taught Robert about me means I really don’t need David any more. I have discovered anal orgasms with Robert and can cum four or five times in a session from having my arse filled. Intriguingly I only cum from toy or fist play – never being fucked by his big cock. I wonder if there is a psychological reason for this but think it’s simply that the toys and fist find a sensitive spot that the cock doesn’t touch due to shape. There are times when I’m being fisted that I simply can’t stand the pleasure – my hole obviously hurts a little but the intensity of the pressure inside my hole is something that is difficult to bear for longer than a few minutes. I’m getting ready for a visit to Robert this afternoon. He has lined up a friend who he says cums huge so I hope it will be a messy and nasty session. I might be tempted to write about it later.