Gay Erotic Stories

After what happened in the hotel room, things became a bit awkward. We both pretended nothing had happened. We still greeted each other and made small talks. However, we would only be in the same room if there were other people present. I felt guilty. I got my fantasy fulfilled but at a high cost. I thought about using the videos (I put spy cams in the hotel room when I fucked him.) to blackmail him again but I couldn't let myself sink any lower. Not to mention I didn't have to blackmail people to have sex. There were plenty of men happy to sleep with me. (But I was not a slut!) Today I was in the cafeteria during tea time. I was pretty much the only one there since no one else did tea time. Berry tracked me down and came to the cafeteria. I was a bit shocked but happy to see him. Just liked a scene in some cheesy teen movie, he sat down in front to me. Almost reluctantly, he said, "The checkup is next Monday. They want me to drive you there. They will run some tests on you. Since your back may become sore (from spinal tap?), I will have to drive you back. I will come pick you up at 5 am." Slapped back to reality, I didn't like the idea of 5 am but it was about saving his son's life. Guilt had overwhelmed me, I said, "I didn't mean to do that to you. Even if you had said no, I would still donate my bone marrow to your son. I was just.... I don't even know why I did that. But I made it extra nice for you. I paid thousands for the hotel room with a splendid view of the lake, I dressed up in my most expansive suit, I chose most relaxing music and I was extra gentle. I thought you had a good...." Before I could finish, he stood up and stomped out as if I was no longer there,

It hadn't been a easy week. I watched those videos again and edited them. Since I planted a few spy cams, I could edit the movie in different angles. I could even make a 3D movie. Finally Monday had arrived as expected, I got up at 4:30 am, waiting for Berry to pick me up. Punctual as always he knocked on my door at 5am. "Morning." Perry said, as required by usual social construct. I didn't say a thing since I wasn't a morning person. I followed him to his car. He drove. The air was thick as blood. Finally Berry broke the silence. "That was very shitty what you did to me." Berry said it straight to the point. I had no excuse. I didn't know what to say but I knew I had to say something. "If I could undo it, I would. I wanted to sleep with you so much. But don't worry, it will never happen again." I apologized. Perry started to get a bit emotional. "You know I hadn't slept with my wife ever since that day. When we tried, all I could think was you. I couldn't even get an erection before my wife. I told her it was the stress.," Perry accused. "Hold on. You can't blame sexual impotence on me. You had a fine erection when we had sex." I reminded him. "I knew it was your first time. So I wanted to make it special. I had an expansive room with a lake view for you. I wanted you to feel special. I took my time with you in bed to make you relax. I could have just stick it in and fuck you till you cried." I'd gone too far. Perry slammed on the brake. I was startled, "Impotence? Look at me now." He pointed to his groin. It looked like an erection but it could have been just the fold of the fabric. That's why I loved him dressed up. That nice shape of their groins when they sit down always look like an erection. "Well, it is just the fold of the pants. Don't be...." Before I could finish, he put my hand between his thighs. I could feel a raging erection. "Berry, why?" I couldn't believe he just asked me to touch his special place. "Jimmy, I couldn't get you out of my mind. Last time I had to imagine you were my wife when I satisfied her orally. You smell so good but she stinks." Was it a compliment? Now that the car had stopped, I just realized we were in front of his house. I was baffled. "Berry why are we here instead of the medical center?" I panicked. I hope he wasn't going to hurt me. "Jimmy. I need to find it out myself. I also hate to be the one overpowered. Get your ass in my house." Perry ordered. I followed him like a kid followed his parent. The minute we walked in, he tackled me to the floor. I was about to complain but he'd already had his lips on mine and the other hand trying to rip off my shirt. I jumped. "Not my nice shirt. I will remove them for you." I stood up and started to unbutton. "Jimmy. You still don't understand. I am in charge. This is my house not your fancy hotel room." He said as he just ripped my shirt off in one fluid swipe. I immediately removed my nice wool imported pants. I didn't want him to rip them off too. Without any warning, he grabbed my nuts really hard and pinched my nipples. He meant to hurt me. I pushed him away. "Jimmy, I am going to fuck you like some #$%@ and till you #@!. I am not gay but I will have my revenge. You are just some #%^ and @#$" He shouted. I was furious! I tried so hard to please him and now he wanted to rape me? Not to mention he just insulted me and all gay people in the world. I was a strong, young man. I pushed him back and he fell on the sofa. "Berry, I am leaving. This is not the way I pictured. I am sorry but I am not some kind of idiot. I was a gentleman to you." I reasoned with him. I noticed my cheek was wet. I was crying. Was it shame? Guilt? I didn't think he could physically hurt me but those words were worse. He is the last person I expected to say those filthy words from. "Jimmy. I just want closure. I am sorry." Berry apologized as he started to kiss me. I couldn't move at all. I froze. He was caressing me like I was a delicate newborn. Kissing me passionately, he removed his clothes one by one. He was hard and wet. I felt like a high school student forget to wear pants to school, just like in my nightmare. I felt overpowered. My legs got weak. He smiled and led me to his bedroom. I could still see his wedding pictures. Berry explored every inch of my body like it was his wonderland. He held my penis and looked at it like a hungry kid and put it in his mouth like a big gulp from 7-11. He sucked better than I thought but it was still lousy. I pulled myself out. He looked a bit hurt. "Berry, let me show you how it is done." I looked at him with a smile and went down on him. I encircled him with my wet mouth, move it in and out while making a twisting motion with my hands. He was euphoric! I licked every inch of his penis, balls and thighs. I put his toes in my mouth and sucked on them. I edged him slowly. I wanted him to feel good. This time I wouldn't fuck him but just to pleasure him. His body quivered and his pelvic muscle was twitching. His face was all red and his was breathing faster now. I knew he was close. I took out his penis and started to jerk him off. I play it safe always. I maybe a player but I am a healthcare professional. I could tell he was trying to hold as much as he could. Just as he was moaning, I got a glimpse of his daughter's picture by the bed. Guilt overpowered me. I lost my erection and stopped. Berry looked a bit disappointed. "Berry we shouldn't be doing this. You are married and you are cheating on your wife. I know I owe you but this is not what you want." I tried to reason. Without a word, Berry cried. I didn't know what to do. I hugged him close and lay his head on my chest. We cuddled for about an hour although it felt like only 5 seconds. "Jimmy, what should I do now? I think I maybe gay. I used to think I am straight but now all I can think is you." He kissed me on my lips softly. I tried hard to come up any clever words but nothing. I kissed him back and stroked his hair. "You have been a lot lately. Your son's disease, all those phone calls to doctors and nurses, research on the lymphoma treatments. You need some rest." I said it considerately. "You are right. How come the only one understand me is a gay man? I have so many straight friends but none of them really say anything. All they said was to pray for me and then disappeared. Praying doesn't do any good. I am mad at God." Berry sobbed uncontrollably. I pet him on his back and holding him. I tried to comfort him as much as I could. "I didn't tell anyone but my ex boyfriend just died last month because of melanoma. I can't say I know exactly how you feel but I certainly not a stranger to cancer." I told Berry. He quieted down and took a short nap in my arms. He was hard all these time but I didn't touch him below the belt. I felt sorry for him and I was no longer horny. I tried to be a gentleman as much as I could. Berry woke up and handed me another dressed shirt (he ripped mine off.) He drove me to the medical centers for testings.