Before you read this installment, Chris has submitted his version of the story in 'My First Time'. He's forbidden me to read it but I hope you all enjoy. As many of you know there are not too may people we can share these stories with when we are happily closeted. Thank you for sharing our story with us, I appreciate the tremendous feedback, and promise to respond to everyone in time. Chris lead me into his cabin. I threw my pack down on to the floor and looked around the cozy little living room. Whomever decorated it chose a quaint, nautical theme. Either he was a good house keeper or he had a maid as the place was immaculate. Chris went over to the fireplace and flicked a switch, igniting the gas. The sky outside had just began to get light so the glow of the fire still made for a romantic atmosphere. There were no words spoken between us. He walked over to me and looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes. I took hold of his sides, he my arms. He gently massages my firm biceps. I put my face to his cheek and breathed in his scent. I brushed my lips lightly over his skin, feeling the slight growth of facial hair. I have only been with two other guys and it was purely sexual. Now as I was drinking in as much of this guy as I could. My lips brushed his ear and I ran my tongue lightly over the rim. I could smell his hair, a trace of cologne, his sweet skin. My lips followed the line of his neck and I kissed his throat as he held his head back. I gently bit his neck and then kissed is lips. His lips were so soft. He held his mouth open slightly and let me kiss him. As I was completely his before, he was now mine. I held his head in my hands. My fingers ran the base of his scull, my thumbs traced his jaw line. He held his eyes closed as I kissed them, his forehead, his cheeks and his chin. In a away I was exploring how far I could go with this. I had made love to Alli but had sex with everyone else. Now I think I was making love to him. We both knew our bodies were too fatigued to make this moment any more physical. I lead him backwards and we sank to the sofa. As we lay on the sofa, my back to the cushions, his back to me I held him in my arms. I fell asleep with my face buried in his neck. We were woken by the telephone ringing. Chris moaned, looked at his watch and then reached up and grabbed the receiver. "Hello...mom?" he sat up quickly. "Yeah...Okay, how long will you be?" He hung up the phone. "SHIT!" He turned and looked at me. I just smiled and sat up. His mom had flown in the night before and was on her way over. Chris had not thought of checking his messages when we came in. Needless to say, our weekend was cut short. I got up, put my jacket on and grabbed my bag. Chris apologized over and over. I put my hand on his shoulder and told him not to worry about it and then leaned in and kissed him. I had never kissed a guy as much as I had in our short visits. Our tongues met briefly. I pulled away but our eyes remained locked. "See you around." I said as I walked out the door. I hated to see the sadness in his eyes as I left, but the truth was I wanted to go out to the island and have some time alone in my own family cabin. The next week I had a lot of studying to do, so I didn't see much of Chris. The free time that I did have, I spent with Alli. On the weekend Jake was going over to Chris' for a party. He asked if I wanted to come, but I thanked him and asked him to say hello. I began to feel that I was going too far with this and spent most of that weekend at Alli's apartment. She was leaving the next week to go to Europe for the spring shows, so between my studies we got away for our own little adventures. In a away I felt torn. Here was the woman that I plan to spend the rest of my life with. On the other hand was a guy I wouldn't mind spending a lot more time with. Our open relationship made us closer as friends and I told her everything. Everything except my private world with men. The thought even crossed my mind to introduce Chris into our relationship, but the weird thing was that I wouldn't mind sharing her with Chris, but I wanted my time with Chris all to myself. I drove Alli to the Airport that Wednesday night. I arrived home around nine. I rapped a bit with Jake's parents as they sipped their brandy in their living room. I stopped by Jake's room and asked how school was. He told me that Chris had been over earlier and said to say 'hi'. He also told me how happy he was that his two best friends were getting along so well. I smiled, gave him a jab in the shoulder, "Goodnight, Sport" and left his room. I was in my room and about to get undressed when I saw a note on my pillow. I sat down on the bed and read. 'Miss me? Then YOU come to me.' I laughed and grabbed my car keys. When I arrived at the cabin I walked in the back door. The tiny house was filled with lit candles. I walked through the kitchen to the patio doors. Chris was sitting in the hot tub. I opened the door and leaned against the frame. "Just happened to have a couple dozen candles?" I asked jokingly. "Doesn't everyone?" He smiled back. "Come on in, but I have a no clothes rule in the tub." I threw my jacket on a chair and laid down on the deck behind him and put my arms around his shoulders. I brought my lips to his ears. "So how many girls did you say that to at your Party?" I kept my lips there to take in the sweet flavour of his skin. "A couple." he laughed. "Are you coming in?" By now I had his lobe in my mouth and suckled on it with gentle bites. "On second thought, keep doing that." My hands slid down into the water and found his nipples. I pinched them with a little more aggression. He released a loud gasp. I worked my way down his neck and then returned to his lobe. His hands covered mine as I continued to tweak his nips. Chris leaned his head back and we kissed. He stuck his tongue out and I sucked on it enthusiastically. "Come in the water." He said finally. I took off my shirt and pants and joined him in the hot tub. I rested my ass on his muscular legs as I straddled him. We massaged each other's arms as we talked about the past week. Our semi-erect cocks brushed against each other in the bubbling water. He held my waist as I leaned back to wet my hair. When I came up, he told me he loved looking into my eyes. I got this a lot as I have an unusual eye colour. They are a light hazel colour with flecks of an almost gold tint. They were one of my greatest attributes when I was modeling professionally. At that moment he grabbed my ass and pulled our bodies together. Our cocks, now right up against each other swelled quickly. I had my arms around his neck as we kissed passionately. The steam rose and swirled in the cold air as we locked into yet another torrid embrace. Chris kissed and sucked on my neck. He gave me more now familiar love bites. I grabbed his pecks and squeezed them as I leaned back into the warm water. Chris sucked on my nipples and bit them sending shocks of pleasure through me. He pushed me back against the tub. His hand slid down my stomach and he grabbed hold of my throbbing meat. He jerked it as he other hand reached around to my awaiting bud. He massaged my shute with his fingers as his lips went to work on my ear. I was amazed at how someone so inexperienced could make me feel so completely satisfied. As he jerked faster I began to reach my climax. He was kissing me and shoving his tongue down my throat. With one finger up my ass, he lifted me out of the tub. I rested back against the cold deck as he went down on me. His mouth was working my shaft when he stuck another finger in. I had never been fucked before, but as he slipped in yet another finger, I began to crave his fat throbbing cock. My hands ran over my heaving pecks and down my abs. I grabbed his hair as I shot my load into his mouth. As my cum pumped, he licked the head of my rod making my orgasm even more intense. I moaned loudly as I came, thrusting my hips up and my cock deeper into his hot mouth. I could feel his throat lock onto my shaft as I spurt the last few shots. Chris climbed on top of me and resumed kissing my neck. My cock stayed hard as his pushed across the length of it. He pumped his body against mine, allowing the moist heat between us bring him to his own release. He shot his cum over my stomach and chest. Collapsing on my chest, he asked if I wanted to get back in the tub to warm up. "Let's take a shower instead." I suggested. Under the warm water of the shower he took me from behind. His hands came around from my side as he pulled on my cock until it was hard. He put his lips to my ear and told me he wanted to fuck me. I pushed my body against the tiled wall as he went down and tongued my ass. The feel of his hot warm muscle pushing into my shute made me pant. He brought his hand up and pushed his finger in as he continued to lube me up with his tongue. His finger went in deep and brushed my prostate. I moaned as he loosed my ass. Then he stood and bit the back of my neck. He probed my loosened bud with the tip of his mighty tool. Then with one quick motion, he entered me. I bit down and swallowed the sudden pain. "Are you okay?" He asked. "Further." I panted. He thrust further. I called out. He was rough, but I liked it. I liked it a lot! He began to pull out and the thrust back in. His movements were fast and solid. I began to move against his own movements, making the motions even harder. I pushed against the wall and leaned forward. He had nearly all of his length in me. My own rod was pulsing as our balls swung back and forth. His hand came around and pumped my meat. Chris began to moan louder as he reached his peak. With one final thrust he exploded within me. I stood up as he pulled free. Turning me around, he went down on me until I emptied another load into his mouth. He stood and we kissed with the water running down our faces. In his bed we came three more times before morning. I left before he woke, but not without putting out the last few candles. The note on his counter said that I would look forward to seeing him that weekend. Until after my exams, keep writing. chacec@hotmail.com