Gay Erotic Stories

It finally happened last night! I am a straight male, 45 and divorced. I have been dating a woman for a few years and we get along fine and I do not consider myself gay. I am attracted to women; not men but I have been wondering for a while now what sex with a man would be like. I have watch gay porn a few times and actually got aroused by it. I look at gay sites from time to time and masturbate to it sometimes, but until last night I had never touched another man. I was chatting on the internet in the bi-curious room when someone asked if there was someone from the state we live in here. I said yes and found out we were only about 20 mile from each other. We went into a private room and started asking each other questions about sex with men. His name was Mickey, or at least that's what he went by, and said he had only jacked off another guy 3 times and had only sucked cock once. After going back and forth for a while we decided to meet somewhere. I told him I wasn't sure I would show up and he said he would understand if I didn't. Well, I did show and so did he. He got into my van and it was uneasy at first. I didn't know what to do, so I asked him, and he said it was up to me that he didn't want to be pushy. He put the back of the seat down and laid back, and pulled his pants down. His cock was about 6" and very hard. My heart was beating very fast by now so I decided not to think about it and I grabbed his dick and started to feel it. It was hard and yet felt soft. The skin was very smooth. He asked me what I thought about having his cock in my hand and I told him it was nice. I then asked him if it was ok to put it in my mouth. He said yes and said he wanted to be safe so he put a condom on. I didn't think about it, I just bent over and put his cock, his very hot cock, in my mouth and started sucking it. I couldn't believe it! What was I doing here with some guy I don't even know, sucking his dick! It didn't matter anymore, all I knew was that I was going to keep going. My fantasy had come true, so I used my mouth in the same way many women had done to me. I licked the head and down the shaft. I licked his balls a few times and he liked that. Then he started to pump his cock in and out of my mouth and I knew he was getting ready to cum. I don't think this is what he had in mind, but I was going to suck his cock until I could feel him cum. He moaned a few times and told me he was ready to do it. I knew there was a condom on him so I just sucked harder! Then he tensed up and his cock started to throb, pulsing with cum. I remember thinking that this was very sexy at this point. I mean of course having sex is sexy but when the pulsing started and I could feel his cock jerking--that was sexy! I kept him in my mouth until he went soft and he said it was good. I was way too nervous to get much of an erection, maybe nerves, maybe just the thought of doing this, but he did suck mine until I came. It hasn't been enough time to sort out all the feelings. On the one hand I feel my curiosity has been satisfied, but I would like to feel his cock without a condom--just for a few minutes and maybe let him cum in my mouth. I know if he didn't have condoms last night, I would have would have kept going till he filled my mouth! I emailed him, as he gave me a hotmail address and asked for his thoughts on it all, and said maybe we could do it again sometime. I don't feel gay and I still am not attracted to men, but the feel of a hard cock in my mouth is certainly a unique feeling for a guy who has never done that!