Gay Erotic Stories

I have a best friend whom I have had a crush on for about 3 years. He teases me about being gay. I have not come out. We are very close. He claims he is straight all though we joke about blowing each other and stuff, it has all been very innocent. I remember the first time I saw him nude when we went together to the gym. It was awesome, nice ass, nice balls and an eight inch uncut dick. He is 5'9 160 pounds and handsome, dark hair, fairly smooth chest. I have never really admitted anything to him about how I feel about guys. Sometime when I am with him I leak precum, I so want him. We don't get to the gym very often. Every so often he asks me to go, we steam together and go in the hot tub naked. Oh man I loved that. It’s been a while since we went to the gym. Sometimes we fight, you know play fighting, like try to beat each other up. I always get the worst of it. By the way he is married and we are both in our early to late thirties. We wrestle around and I invariably get an erection, he must have known once cause he picked me up to flip me over and he accidentally grabs my balls and dick through my pants, I had an erection, he had to know it was my genitals he felt, i told him he grabbed my dick and stuff and he denied it. The other day he came over in the morning, we were fighting or wrestling in my living room as usual. He had awakened me out of bed by ringing my doorbell, I am a single Dad, my daughter was asleep upstairs and my son was in the living room watching TV. I was only wearing a T-shirt and pajama bottoms, no underwear as I sleep in the nude from the waist down and only grabbed them when I got up to answer the door. So we were fighting and I fell on the couch, he had his knee on my hip and was punching me, o I said, okay, okay let me up so I can pull up my pants, they had come off enough to show most of my nude ass. He let up his knee to let me up and suddenly slapped my bare ass with his hand. I got up, pulled up my pants and joked that I was going to tell his wife that he slapped my bare ass. Of course to tell you the truth I loved it. He denied doing it a while later, and then joked please tell me that wasn't gay. We were wrestling again and I ended up on the floor, now he laughs, oh his pants are down all the way now, they weren't really but I pulled them down so he could see my balls and dick, he laughed. Again a few minutes later we were fighting again I ended up on the floor and I grabbed his sweatpants and pulled them down, he had the sexiest grey low cut type of underwear, they looked awesome, he laughed and pulled his pants back up and said, I liked pulling his pants down and I said and you like slapping my bare ass. We joked about it a while back how he paddled me. I was glad he joked about it, I did not want to ruin our friendship. I would have him as a friend if not as a lover. Needless to say I was leaking precum like a madman now. We were in the kitchen joking about my bare ass and his pants being pulled down. I was getting a hard on, I had to stand against the stove to hide it from him. He went out to get me tea and coffee for him and he came back, I was glad he was not uncomfortable about what happened. Of course after he left I went into my room and jerked off as I still felt the sting of his hand on my ass. So I am not sure what prompted him to slap my bare ass, but I liked it. So as to what this means to a guy who insists he is straight I am not sure. Maybe he has feelings for me that he will not admit. But I relive that scene of him slapping my bare ass, not that I like to be slapped but its the fact that he touched my bare ass with his bare hand in such an unprovoked and intimate way. Oh man I would love for more to happen but i am afraid it never will. So I will dream on!!! This is a true story.